I wish I could write your name in each and every writing of mine that I've ever been writing for you, or I'd be writing in future too, but unfortunately I can't. This is so melancholic. I wish I could do what I wished to, but I can't because something that's not mine, can never be mine. I don't want anything that's sombody else's. Sigh! Things happen even when they shouldn't, we get attached even when we shouldn't have but it's not something we can control. All we can do is to just let it all flow because someone can't be yours but you can just live the whole life being theirs. I don't know if it's right or not but to me even his memories, his voice and everything he has ever given to me; living with that too would be no less than living in God's paradise
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