Please come back

I'll write letters to you each day.

Even if they don't reach you,

I write them everyday.

My world was incomplete without you,

And it would remain incomplete in your absence too,

So now memories are all I've,

I get drenched in the rain of pain and past,

You've gone and I literally fight a battle against death,

I exist, I breathe,

Trust me,

That too is still too much for me.

Trying to Exist

You did nothing to keep me in your life,

Even my priorities, for you, I kept aside.

I lost everything for I didn't wish to lose you.

In your presence I learnt to live,

And then you went away leaving me to exist.

I'm breathing now,

That is all I can do,

In miseries you left me,

All the time,I weep, I die, 

But nothing bothers you anymore,

Maybe because you don't consider me anything of yours.

You Left

I will never forget the way you left,

You left me in tears,

As though you never cared for me,

For you drifted too apart,

Despite knowing you're the one in my heart.

You left me still and numb,

My bones are soaked in woes,

For you grew a little too cold.

Unknown Land

To an unknown land, 

He flew months ago.

Away from home,

With colorful dreams and hope.

Among new people, 

At an entirely new place,

Surely, an amazing experience he has gained.

May he accomplish all his goals,

And achieve everything he has ever been wishing for.

Silence

I don't know if silence speaks to everyone or not,

It does speak to me, at times, it speaks of love,

At times, it speaks of remorse.

Sometimes silence does not speak at all,

For someone grows too apart,

And this is when it hurts the most,

For the silence shouldn't fail to reach the soul,

As long as it speaks of something,

We know that we matter to them,

And the day silence silences,

It worries me the most.

ALL THAT'S MISSING!(PART-1)

When we say we are missing someone, what do we mean? They're missing from our life,isn't it?
When we say something is missing then what does that mean? It means we feel there is something which used to exist but doesn't exist now,isn't it?

Well, for me this word "missing" has completely taken a new form, it has an absolutely new meaning, I mean except for the most common concept it has created in the minds of most people!
It's too overused for something that's physically absent.

But the fact is that things need not be missing just physically, like you do not get your most important accessory and you call it to be missing from its place,if I am not wrong?
Haha, I am not talking about those ornaments and accessories.
When your friend is not attending your party, you say he's missing and he is not a part of it,right?
Ah,I am not speaking of those things too!

I've experienced different kinds of things,
I've missed the things that never existed,
Yeah! You heard me right, the things that were never into existence and yet I miss them, sounds unusual but it's what I've felt and I do feel.

"I miss the things that never existed,
They never existed, still I feel they did,
But they no longer do!"

Strange!
They say it's useless to discuss about the things that don't even exist.
But what about something that my heart says?
When I feel, it did exist and was much more than just being into existence then how can I agree that it never ever happened?
I can't prove. I can't show. I can't speak. I can't tell. I can't make you believe. All I can do is to feel and all I did was just to feel because how can love not be felt?

For once, you can ignore to see something, you can choose to hide something but you can never deny to feel. What's meant to be felt will always be felt. No matter said or unsaid, it has to be felt if it's true.
So, if you say it never existed then darling, for you it may not have,
Because for me it was the only thing that was into existence and will continue to be,
If not for us then of course for me and within me,
it always will live and win.

-M

Complete

Having you in my life gives me a feeling of being complete. I feel so complete to have you that now all my wishes and prayers have your name. It's like whenever anyone would ask me to make a wish or to pray, I'd without a thought just take your name and then something I'd say. It's like whenever someone talks about happiness, our days come to my mind like ocean full of waves. Whenever I hear the word "love", my lips give me the taste of your name. Everything mattered, but now I find everything dying and it's just you that's within me and I feel you'll be here in my heart and you'll be here, forever alive. 

I've found myself telling people not to waste my time despite being idle, can you guess why ?

Just because I feel I'm wasting my time, I'm wasting each second by not thinking about you. I feel I'm incomplete even if a single moment goes without having you on my mind. 

I tell people to leave me alone. I don't have time for anything anymore just because I'm busy loving you from the core. I might fall in short of breaths for I feel life wouldn't be long enough for me and my love to be expressed.